Have you ever seen the movie Miss. Congeniality?
You know the scene at the end of the movie where she says that she's vaguely aware that she's proud of her breasts?
I feel that way....about my entire self.
I have lost approximately 60 pounds. Truthfully I didn't think it was that much until I realized that KatieJo weighs 63 pounds. I've LOST my "child"!
WOW!
And I feel great.
I've discovered I love being a girl. I have bought new clothes and turned from "frump girl" into a girl who isn't afraid to go into public. I have nice clothes that I have thoroughly enjoyed shopping for, perhaps a little too much. However, I am a frugal shopper so they have all been DEEPLY discounted or found at a thrift store.
I've discovered I really enjoy wearing makeup every day along with jewelry. Who knew that I was a fashionable girl hiding in a fluffy body?!?!?!
See the smile in the picture below? I love that smile. I never thought I'd say that. But I think in all of my 31 years (shhhhhh...don't tell the kids they think I'm 23) on this earth I've never felt so good.
I can go up stairs and not be out of breath. I can exercise and not feel like I'm going to die! That's HUGE in my world!
Oh, and I've started wearing belts. I NEVER would have done that before. But shockingly enough I like them. GASP! I think something is on the verge of freezing over.
Even the kids have noticed a difference. Although Phillip did draw a picture of me and Stuart a few weeks ago and then said "Mom I drew you fat"....I prefer to think that's what he thinks I used to look like.
KatieJo keeps asking me if I've lost weight to be skinny, and really at first I would have said yes that's why I've lost weight. However, I've now realized that I am a MUCH healthier person and truthfully that is why I have lost weight.
Could I stand to loose some more weight...you betcha. However, I'm very happy where I am right now!
And what makes it even better is Stuart's reaction to me. Because I feel good about myself he seems to be OVERJOYED. He's always seen me the way I now see myself and for that I'm so grateful!
So now for the "before and after" pictures......
What do you think? Can you tell a difference?


